I am automatically repelled by the site of you, but you always lure me in. I know what I'm doing isn't right, but at the time I can't help myself...you get in my head too deeply. It'd be so much easier to cut you out of my life completely and never look back, but you have this way of popping back into it when I least except it and least need it.
I jealous that other people can be with you, and have a "normal" relationship, while I'm left constantly needing more and more of what little I get.
Time with you puts me on top of the world, but the come down is just SO so bad. I regret ever letting you into my life. My world revolved around you. I